My little girl will be 1 yr old in a few weeks. There is so much about Rachel that I just don’t want to change. Yet when I look back over the year, there is so much that has changed already.
She’s crawling (at record speeds)
She’s standing on her own.
She’s exploring.
She’s laughing.
She’s very independent.
She’s know’s what she wants and screams when she’s denied.
I suppose you can look at those things and say “those are good things.” Perhaps. I just know that I’m going to miss her crawling onto my chest and falling asleep. I’m going to miss hearing her giggling as I toss her into the air. I’m going to miss marching around the house with her in my arms singing “The Grand ole Duke of York” I’m going to miss her going into Sharron’s drawers and pulling everything out onto the floor and then crawl away (That is funny!!) Right under my nose she has grown. There is a knot in my stomach that wants things to slow down just a bit. Let me enjoy the little Rachel that I’ve known. Yea its great to see her develop and experience new things and its fun to witness the development of her personality-getting a glimpse into what kind of young lady she might be. All those things are great to see and I’m excited about the endless possibilities for her except it just reminds me…
She’s not so small in my hands anymore![]()




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